Lead of years, discover that oneself always has at each stage so many so mistake like that, always the after the event regrets and always thinks if do it again, oneself can do betterly, the words even include to speak, I can say more perfectly, can life but disallow us to restart."
"In fact, so-so usually of the life is also quite good.Just I am so similar to you, is more unwilling than great waves not surprised life, always hoping earnestly can have some variety, total in hopes of the suns every day are all new."Younger sister Xia sits the chair by the side of the desk up, " sometimes always thinks oneself at the beginning how how, today's oneself then how how, the heart always flows out the current in uneasy cent.If can really do it again, I really how how?If I really how how, this final outcome really has again dissimilarity.Say like this, you can't joke I, no matter how it is, can not find back the mood in those early years, either.I know that I is to return to don't go, past everything forever already become in the past, lose of have already lost forever.All displeased all penitence have been useless.Don't hope that everything can do it again, even if the time passes as well, even if mood no longer, the life just hope to restart lately, the confidence belongs to his/her own everything so much.After, remembering should remember of, accepting can not change of, some affairs we are beyond control, can adapt to.Life short several decades, don't leave for oneself what regret, want to smile and then smile, want to cry and then cry, the time that love love, have no necessary suppress oneself.After you match fatty continuing education, my possibility also go very soon.The Xun Gu learns this time of the graduate student recruit not much, the tutor really appreciates mine."
"You are also going to read that the research borns."
"Yes."
"The Xun Gu learns, the whole country still doesn't arrive 30 people to make this a cake of of research."
"H'm."
"Have never thoughted of you so cheery female kid, will make thus lifeless knowledge."
Chapter 15
The youth of losing,such as Die, turns over to fly, happy the edge that stay in the cup lips, the love ever in the middle of enduring long hardship Fei Xuan, but the state of mind drifting fell thick and fasted to keep in mind spring of sad.After younger sister Xia walked, Wang She sees the words that she write on the table and feel the elephant he or she's similar feeling of younger sister Xia thinking to daze.He turned over to make that again small this, what to see is some words being confused to write Xiao Li:Everybody has latent energy, just is very easily been used to cover up, drive time confusing, drive sloth idle away.In must person in, meet the person whom you meet, in must year in, time of limitless wilderness inside, have no early one-step, also have no night one step, by coincidence catch up.Was crying when just arriving at is worldly of, time passed away but smile, all of everythings were transmigration of souls, you I am in the transmigration of soul.
"It is pretty interesting."Wang She tears off younger sister Xia to go fetch of that matches a fatty card cigarette and spark a deeply take a suck at, lie bed up, looking at wall up hang of a few literature agency the society member is in New Year to the calligraphy that he presents, he thinks and probably only die ability church the person is the whole, like examination after announce of result, just arrive knowing of time, however suddenly realize is already night.Probably some people are very damned, some person is very mean.All good person or bad personses attends to rains and winds travel at double speed, the people of this world goes straight up of time, stay can be a figure for of world, at bitterness bitterness flounder in, few someones will feel a kind of warm of life, in the life, constantly someone leaves or gets into and constantly has been already got and loses, when imagination and reality face, always painful.Want Yao drive painful knock down, the Yao tramples pain and sufferings in the foot.Society king at himself or herself calm down come, got empty the well pottery of thought, light and free such as endless of blank sheet of paper, time like this, then will gradually manage follow and find back own thought, listen to own heart palpitates, so steady have rhythm, thus the ground is without the sorrow.In the heart bottom, the world made a show of true of beauty and excellent wound.
There is a painting that is usually help him Ma Yang Lun who takes lessons a foreign language deliver, she writes in the top:Tellme,lme,lme,lme,younolongerconcernme.I,reallygaveup.(Tell a person that you no longer remember our it's past and tell me, you no longer have to me any reluctant to part with.Tell me, you no longer relate to me.I really gave up and had found, everythings all released to was pregnant, no longer is having been already hated in the heart.)Ma Yang Lun is the mountain peach literature agency the foreign language fastens of representative director, he thinks and literature agency those young man young girls are together foolish of day,Cheap Beats By Dre, feel that the love is happy, but is cruel.How many at the mid-night he at darkly in sit alone bright till sky, have found and see through a lot of affairs, life not equal to idea ten have 89, calm face everything, Di Carl says that I think of old times me at, on the hoof, will express own existence, a brief recollection enough lets people happy whole life, the pain shed tears to heart's content and quickly of the person is also happy, didn't be necessary to envy other people, have no necessity from the moxa there is more no necessary Jiao from the hatred?Build to make of pack to calculate, probably the other people's happy happiness is just a kind of outward appearance of false, the false isn't only a kind of burden but also a kind of pain and sufferings.The feeling of life just a kind of reality, loves wasteland for sky old love the seas dry up and rocks crumble also just end in talk, even if two people again love each other, also at most just love life to end.Life is what, really have transmigration of soul.Wang She feels in the future have some dim dimly discernible Miao, seem is if have if have no, at present, everything experienced by oneself, have already brought many recollections of sweets, is also a kind of beauty.His some not understand hes to the daughter of the cloud big Niang devotion like that, arrive afterwards, the cloud big Niang still kept getting involved the daughter's wedding and had already made the daughter hurried to get married.Wang She thoughts of that the year ago still lets a literature society member go to a New Year greeting card for cloud daughter Shao of the big Niang by himself/herself, the top is a skiing appearance, the word is big to turn round.The heavy snow falls thick and fasts, own thoughts and feelings at that time like follow whirling snow to without restraint float a dance, stare at a slice of film to fly snow, originally and coldly is also such beauty in winter, beautiful must make him forget cold.Can again beautiful winter all have to be past, will welcome spring of blooming flowers, again beautiful things will be changed with many things, also positive such as his heart view similar, will have to change along with much objective reason.No matter how it is say, his most love has already put on the another person marries dress, own a heart is still an one Cang is cool.He misses more own of of heart can also snow is similar and pure the elephant Ai Ai white, can he lives in the world of multicolored spot Lan and has already canned not return to order at first.Wang She is a person who likes to recall, the dance moves of white snow's also taking his recollection Be lightly moving to dance in his brain.The career is to grow wealth, the recollection is cup sake, now, whenever oneself starts to drink that cup sake, sweet surge forward at heart at the same time.He feels he while going straight up, canning turn head to see but don't walk how far, more want to go perfect oneself, can more feel that oneself is poorly read and ignorant, more wants to explore to more feel own infinitesimal and stupid.He keeps as memory a lot of fine things and imagine to let that heavy snow take his to think to recall～to the min to dance in the wind heartily.
The light breeze in morning blows into room through the curtain, he starts a station to looking at the chrysanthemum out of the window before window, just feel years of helpless, title stare at the sky, the Zhao sun in the distance just and slowly walks, at this time, Wang She is still a bit sad, have some to resemble Huang, some lose.Face present a but he some captivations and hesitant, even is to don't advocate, there is no direction, there is no strength, he goes back and forth in own heart door outside, in fact he knows that what he needed is a kind of courage, that kind of the courage come from having been already passed away of love.He can not feel its existence, but he doesn't think that love become a kind of trace, he want to feel it and own it, let it brings oneself new life.That most love has already kept off him, after, he is going to chase its step forever, let the youth companion wear years to leave quietly like this, use own of self-confidence and thought compose the movement of writing the life, jump about with own intense emotion vital each note, he wants to re- find back his own position, try to come out in a puzzle mistake area, win brokenhearted solitude and lonesome.The marriage is probably a kind of crime, there is especially no the marriage of love, he to loving of that kind of expect to is that so magnificent and victorious, ever at a time Long Cheng Lao's house, about all go to the flower factory of Long Cheng Ya every day
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